Has something ever made you happy and sad at the same time?
Have you ever loved the colour white that gave you black feelings? A rare few
things that make you feel so extreme that sometimes you can actually feel the
dismantle happening in your veins. AH, I’m
getting the raised eyebrows look, right? Probably yes. There are some things
that overthinkers can do to themselves and also to others around them. You
won’t even know when you’ll create a thing that was never there or abandon a
person you were never with and undo those thoughts again and get back to your
Nutella. And that too ALL in your effin’
mind. It isn't rocket science for them
at all. (And yes, I like using the term ‘them’ instead of ‘I’ here because it
gives me a feeling that there is a collective group of weird species too apart
from me in this space time. Told ya, it’s all in the Mind baby ;)).
When I clicked this picture, I never knew I could think over
it so much. This is so much like Life.
Imagine yourself to be standing here below and gazing at
that window. Something as minute as a four-letter word called HOPE grips you and
you can feel yourself swimming in a pool of endorphins. You’ll be like there is
light at the end of the tunnel, all that is dark now will soon go away and all
that shit. And trust me, it’s okay to imagine such things even if your current
reality is contradicting way too much because if thinking this makes you happy
then don’t give a damn. Such is the power of overthinkers! Remember if the pen is Mightier than the sword,
then the mind is the Mightiest among them. :D
Now, let’s focus on the black part too. It can cripple you with thoughts like the opening is way beyond your reach and you’re down the dumps. This is where all your past actions, mistakes and stuffs play with your mind. I can’t even tell you how insane it is when you’re in that mode. You get confused whether you wanna drown beneath the waves or die from thirst. But then again, it’s all in the so-called MIND.
So now the solution is to make your mind decipher the grey
portion even. You gotta know that is
okay to not know much of it everytime and there is no other way than the one
you’re already walking on. Try and learn to be clear but also welcome your
vague thoughts because eventually you’re gonna grow out of the latter only.
Turn around and see that you’ve got plenty of free rainbows, sunshine,
glitters, night stars and even the silly power to imagine your unicorns in your
mind by colouring it with those fancy crayons. Learn to not need those crayons
and create your own zing in your immediate reality. After all, who the stud?
YOU.J
